BRIAN HENRY

from More Dangerous Than Dying

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

from More Dangerous Than Dying

 

 

 

Impasses impasses

                         the built-in excuses

                         we whisper to ourselves

                         in the shower each morning

 

Passionate one                 confront your insecurities

             and insufficiencies

 

Looking in the mirror won’t work

nor will a posture of prayer         

 

You hit the snooze bar for another seven minutes of sleep

sit up     stand up     head for the shower

shower     put on your face     dry your hair     dress

note the forecast     slide your keys from the counter

open the back door     pass through     close it

start your Accord     back out     drive to the plant

 

What is anything but dying?

 

This this

we so

languidly protest

against

 

 

 

 

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“I want more mystery in my life

 

not projected     not refracted

 

Not a veil       Not a mesh

Not barbed wire

 

But something     a way to say

‘This has been done without a clear reason’

without a clear reason”

 

 

 

 

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A captured document

                                                 a card

                                                 in green ink

                                                 You & me

                                                 with a bottle of Beam

 

It is filed by a gloveless hand

under Q

the folder of secrets and spells

 

“Just a matter of days

before they trace the hand

back to this office”

 

 

 

 

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The weather holding

                                     not to say that anything actually rested

                                     in its hands

                                     just that a pattern

                                     retained a semblance of constancy

 

we drive to the driving range

 

Borrowed and bent clubs the norm


the wind accentuates your slice

negates my incurable hook

 

This outing        this celebration

complete with new apparel

 

the result of your stumbling

upon the bit that “insanity” rhymes

 

with “vanity”

 

Nothing to compress the space between