NATHAN PARKER

Helicopters

We See Now Bad

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

HELICOPTERS

 

 

The empty popcorn cup in the empty theater

in the empty city scrapes down the aisle

while the naked man in the film

grunts to the beat of a ceiling fan.

 

The little patron  

who would be rubbing her clit

through her coat is climbing a silo in

the sun, has grass in her teeth, and can hear,

over the Sunday ponds, the chug of helicopters.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

WE SEE NOW BAD

 

  If only the first word would come and untwist my tongue!

              —Robert Penn Warren

 

a. number,

Friend. Why not have to be good

 

b. you want to.

On atomic, on big talk, on electromagnetic, on continuu

 

c. a volition has tinctured like an ethos of cherry seeds

Porchspat on snow. You do

 

d. sleep on them.

You do

 

e. have to.

Why not

 

f. lunge your letter

Opener into the thing you

 

g.

Your cuts of couch,

 

h. your best of show

Gourd. Your

 

i. fleasfly to memorial

Orchards, orchards

 

j. of tax

Punched

 

k. and black.

#,

 

l. in my room

There is a tunnel of

 

m. light that leads to

Light that

 

n. blows out your eye-

Lights and writes

 

o. a name on your head,

You cannot conceive of it, but

 

p. you see

Via

 

q. your name.

And cannot conceive of it. You know

 

r. the otterblood whiskeys,

The heaps of fungiied glass

 

s. are a river, a must to must.

Right now,

 

t. high and dry,

Let's litter its banks

 

u. with flipflops;

Pretend

 

v. we live and breathe in a warm-cold-warm-cold

Concentrated chamber of of,

 

w. and that number by number yous and Is

Are being trained away

 

x. to terrific little rooms

Of clear earth, from whose ducts run

 

y. agapic milks, lambs, hyssops, new-natureds

It is inhumane,

 

z. it is senseless

Acts.

 

i. it's great.

              You do not have to pretend,

                                     

ii. we all see now

                          Bad, as through a cocked shovel,

 

iii. but then.

We will say

 

nothing at all.