JULIA COHEN

For the “H” in Ghost

Purchase of a Promise

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

FOR THE “H” IN GHOST

 

 

I.

 

Taught to autograph

the sandbox, who said our silky

 

signatures are indelible?

 

In this erasure, to confess

we only possess ourselves.

 

Stripped and succulent

 

as an anti-ode

to carelessness.

 

Posterity and Novocain.

 

 

 

II.

 

Cut through the diagonal

ocean for the antidote

 

of amnesia. Simplicity

of the greatest feat: hurt

 

as few as possible. Dry

 

the heart’s fog.  Hold tight,

and how to let go.

 

Valves open, close.

 

The wet, fullness

of a Siberian pear.

 

 

 

III.

 

Even in shipwreck,

we are not

 

marooned.

 

We play host

to ghosts, daily.

 

Mother, Father

and the street sweeper.

 

 

 

IV.

 

The unspeakable “H.”

When the bar

 

falls away

“I” and “I” stand

 

face to face.

 

I have antennae.

I have a tail.

 

I cloud-hop.

 

I know how to hold a hand.

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
PURCHASE OF A PROMISE
 
 
Q. And if I care too
much, what of the others?
 
A. The endeavor always
ends in anonymous:
 
bedfellows and cadavers.
 
Waxen cheeks flank
pearled spine and spittle.
 
Q. I pocket disbelief.
 
How many fit in the teapot?
How many the peapod?
 
A. Like a carousel, your tail
tickles your nose.
 
Dizzy spell, dry
spell, spelling bee, when
the brass ring is a barbell.
 
Q. It was a trick question,
there was no proper fitting.
 
Do you admit they purchase
a promise?
 
A. I lead them astray when I lead
them to the circle.
 
Q. Why such cruelty?
 
A. What did you expect?