Nathan
Parker
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BED LIGHT
Beds collect in the steaming orchards of
March—
some wind cracks
& melts the
steel-colored springs. Whatever bump
inters itself in these
sheets of shoeless silk, I crop,
a long rain whitens
the carpets & tightens
arm bones.
Silent under your sure drip,
stamped in blood-pink lip
& toe paint, I spread
bright soap into my ears
& peer
through car-lit windows,
finger a game
of tic tac toe into the fog.
Nextdoor, Papa Smurf-light
in the socket,
leg severed, his beard
of moths
connected like a nerve.
You waited while they oldwomaned
your face,
refining their teeth
lightly
along your brain, with
whispers as fresh as drops
the windows lick. I
meet bugs in the desert only.
I bring a gun & a microphone.
Meanwhile hear them thrum in moons of upper
air.
Very soon I will die.
FENCE VIEW
Rice? We've got a few.
In front, dumped near
air we pretend to hate
for thirty flaky pieces
a month. Then last
summer we spooned, slept
in piles of the dust
tax, strung the fattened ten,
washed four for the lush
evasion (that's what
we thought) &
grafted our teeth to jelly, &
wagons of crates, & yum!
we will make that
mistake again. Ruined now,
we have a flooded
grapenut for a mayor, which
is exactly a full
stomach for a bug or housefish, it is also an
agreement: I don't kick,
it's true, but I've bent
to primp young
sisters so moot from loneliness,
dish-marsh, & turkeysleepydrug, their white hands
baste in stomped grapes
just to touch me accurate.
There are so many now, planked over the
hallways, owning and closing
their walls like months.
The courtyard kite
is failing, and still
many argue, ankleshaped on the torn blanket, the
sudden punts,
raining around
the crapping patient,
settling in ditches against paper fronts.
We've been missing this,
you've been wrapping
their clean guts, you've teased none. How the banging
keeps grip
at the bed. Now they
curl lispily, a ripe foam
worshipping someone's burned toes,
listing and paddling,
the patience of their
wash laughing at so many crowds of cars. You can foist it,
that wet well,
onto lovely arms,
expunging surgery-sweat,
riding empty lawn chairs
to the freezing brace
of the sea of bed. They are hatching from scratched tops,
planted on riding mowers
you hear once in a while in the dark,
pressing and pausing with
new names for dust and rib—you can harm it,
the liquid whip,
the dance of waiting,
as they rap and jip
and lose without any
regret,
a blush swaddling
the head, burying fists into every person in every place.