Barry Schwabsky
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IMMIGRANT
Certain days
I used to think of leaving
the East Country, now
not even
a darting
memory—just a hole in
the sky before which
grain elevators hang
nailed. I drank wine
of immoral bouquet:
sea foam,
mustard. Then I stopped
arriving
and the eye-burn
stopped happening. Still
the blind
sky stands out
anonymous
with birds
of raw meat. Breath
changes color. I call the
window closer
but it won’t come. The
eye yaws, flooded
with dreams of targets
and insomniac
sheets. A funeral
with interruptions:
“Organ, shut up!” sing
the birds
before the stony minute
turns its face
the other way round.
Does a star? I mean for
the minimum scene, the
one
she puts in her
sketches, this artist
who is from the
interior
of never give the
words
a second chance.
Wide awake
in underbrush, the
color
that lost capacity to
call
a world from certain
traces
more substantially than
spiderwebs.
You can cry until your eyeballs rust but
never break a sky
trussed in violet conversation
(your lucky couch
professor)
pale conversation
where telephones keep ringing
to get me some.