Brian Henry
Audition
Somewhere we
dropped the illusion
that there was an illusion
and issued citations to everyone
pretending to be emotion.
The paranoia was
catching.
The short fiction
was anything
but. Lucklessly we drifted
until we washed up
on an orgy-occupied shore
to be given stern yet well-meaning
looks. Our Stanza out of gas,
we scouted for other means,
considered ourselves fucking
fortunate when the warm
engine of a lesser vehicle
signaled a keys-in-the-ignition
situation. Stanzaless,
we drove
through the sand, off the sand
and up a switchbacking
path
to the spot where the grass drops.
It’s there we stopped to regroup.
Was it you who saw
him first,
the man-boy at the cliff’s edge
grabbing the children as they tried,
or seemed to try, to go over,
as if in leaps, their smiles so
large
they ate the air their faces
displaced?
Was it you who
kneeled
behind him and nodded to me
to push? Who pushed
and sent him, and hence the children,
to the debris below? He sank
quickly,
but they, with the buoyancy
afforded by youth, didn’t they almost
float
as they screamed their way down?
Nothing rhymes with
‘pizza’ here.
The girl is walking
up my leg and back
to jump over (not on) my head.
She rhymes what she
is with ‘floral.’
The blood on the
carpet from my
bloody bloody
nose will come out
if I attend to it vite vite!
A
yucky cricket, a lot of ladybugs.
He was not a bad
hat, just bored.
Did
not burn the beasts in his menagerie.
It does not occur
to the girl to skin me.
To wonder if I’m
rabid, behaving
erratically. At least the wallpaper
is not florid. Stripes asserting
order
and direction. I color the mermaid’s
bikini
top silver, her crotch and the tail
beneath it
silver. Of course I linger. There,
and where the fairy’s cleavage.
The other
princesses are all human.
They do not
interest me.
At least when I get
out of here
I will have a
family to go home to.
While it might be
more than I deserve,
it is more than you can say.