Sandy Florian
We build lamps because
we miss the light. Because the air
is dark unto itself. We fill our
lamps with oil, and in the scattered farms, the scattered lights begin to glow,
while the moon sheds its teal and azure scales.
We know the arc by the
stars. The sun for its eternal
recurrence, and when the slow sun sets, we ignite candles, oil, wax, and
tallow, some of those unbright bulbs that makes shadows on the walls. Then all our statues spring back to
life and do those things that monsters do, until the puller commands, ÒLights
out,Ó and we pound and pound our soft eyes closed.
In the beginning, the
captainÕs light fails. We never
see him again. On the
evening of the first, Sir Edward makes a fire on the isle. His lamp is five feet tall and
floating. On the evening of the
second, a succession of reds, whites, and blue bursts suddenly into view. Half an hour later, those distinctions
becomes peculiar. Then, the
shadows on the walls reveal the black and blue towers of Manhattan. That felon-quarried miscellany rock.
Traffic comes. A gentle hunter floats gently by. So that we might honor our own
intentions. So that we might cut
off our own heads. After all, it
is permissible to play this kind of beheading, this kind of curtailing of the
world of words, as a clue to the horizontal answer.
Traffic comes. We leave the train, the plane, and the
light gilded room, because poetry is a giver to our ignorance. It consists of wick bent loops. Of ghosts that feed on the language of
the grape. From these grapes, our
words are wove. From these tears,
those light-reflecting dew drops which mirror our nature. Because our minds are like caves that
calculate their inheritance, that calculates their darkness, that take the
emeralds by theirs plot and divide the diamonds by their slope. Like those arbitrary instants that
grope for melody. And because the
spectrum changes with its velocity, the value of the picture is thereby
decreased, rendering visibility among the worst offenders.
Brightness catalogued
is only apparent. In order to
compare the output of the stars, we introduce the idea the absolute
magnitude. Recent developments
have been in the direction of maintaining efficiency at a lower voltage.
Now Montgomery returns
to his tree-box, closes the lid which stood ajar, and brings his hips toward
me, toward the light switch in the bedroom, while thunderbolts from torn clouds
hot fire flash.
He is more mothering
is than the bolt itself.
Whatsoever the pope with his bulls, the gospel runs and is
glorified. Helen, of course, goes
for her cigar. By-and-by her box
of stars is sold for a dollar. But
Montgomery more carefully builds his dream house, and, in his dream, his
pectorals bend, flex, and pop the bulbs overhead. He muscles at the cord and sneers at the clock. Then he replaces the older lamp with
the automatic sunset. Because this
is the typical eclipse. Because
this is in regards to our requirement.
We stand in the penumbra, half-way between light-demanders and
shade-bearers. And, with the use
of a pistol and a linguist, we select from expansions in the structure of
trees. She identifies them as
flares, flashes, fulgors, where the midnight moon might mind her call, the
noisy lightman leaves his ball.
Encouragement also comes from the textbook diagrams that represent the
relativist idea of the cone.
So take a
light-adapted apple in the state of adaptation. So take a light-ball fired from a mortar and throw it on my
enemy. So take a light-barrier
with a microscope. A boat or a
bucket or a bolt. So take a bulb
or a buoy that flashes as it blinks.
A button or a knob or a disc.
Three dimensions comprise the world of points that this, our signal
world, signifies. Now thatÕs a
beery idea. So like a
light-demanding tree that will not tolerate shade. Like a gun or a pen, the keeper of any light house. The linkman is thunderstruck by
exposure to the static. And if my
eyes remain in the condition of starvation, these reds, whites, and blues are
becoming gradually blacker. We
throw smoke on one another faster than spaceships can bring the stars to our
backyards. To illuminate only how
blindly we stand. How softly we
make matter from matter. How
quietly we omit. As dying eyes our
ashy lights lie gleaming in the asking.