LILY BROWN

Water-Rocking

This Backwards

Transference

To Left, From Right

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

WATER-ROCKING

 

 

 

The kid in the lot eats

from a paper box. 

A horse sticks to his hood. 

A figurehead freezes

on its ship.  The road isn’t water. 

Pink memories of teeth,

crinkling, celebration                               

a shot in the face.  The dead spoil

the view.  Water is salvage. 

Water from Colorado

for a pool in the hills.  A big red boat

with blue trim floats, some water

slams against a rock.

Far away, another rock splits. 

The top half shoves the sand.

Children lose.  Bears slip

from chunks of ice. 

The kid with the horse

on his car drinks beer

and crushes the can; he takes three

parking spots to parallel the ocean.


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

THIS BACKWARDS

 

 

 

All the once new things rust

or go missing.

 

I think the plastics

to sink them.  Rock, snow globe, buffalo nickel

 

collection…this or that

amalgamation of shiny unrecyclable shit.

 

The sun on the dirty river’s mug was better. 

At the high window

 

someone’s face was stronger.

The letters, non-silicone, nonpermanent,

 

an invisible anchor on sea floor,

under a boat I’ve never seen,

 

reflect like a watch face on the ceiling.

 

———

 

In January the hills

unbutton their pants,

 

ward back the swept-up winter,

eastern plow’s attempt to file.

 

Here, west of it, hill with cleft-chin climbs, big

with water-busting leaves, above the freeway.

 

Tree posing as flower:

make the machine mistaken.

 

———

 

A woman talks quietly. 

It is her nature.

 

A man talks loudly. 

It is his nature. 

 

Have they chosen each other or is it fiction,

what they see?

 

Through his eyes, through hers, light may bounce

specifically from their features.

 

I can’t see light sneaking

 

anywhere.  He says, while you enjoy your coffee,

I’ll go to the bathroom.

 

He says, here’s the light.  I place it in your glass. 

Here’s how light stays when I’m gone.


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

TRANSFERENCE

 

 

I am watching TV.  We expect too much

from each other.  Our faces are made

of stairs.  Each step hardens.

Each case concludes nothing.

I am floating

down the stairs

after a morning

of serial drama.  Fantasy

plays its part; TV weds me

and reverie.  A sailboat’s a vessel.

A sailboat’s on the stair.

I’ve let you box my insides.

 


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

TO LEFT, FROM RIGHT

 

 

 

Lift up and enter the body

from above.  Be the window

 

that lowers to wall,

in houses on bays,

 

where glasses are ships.  Sink

 

by sleight of water

and not by wreck.

 

 

———

 

 

Conversation’s cobbled

from complaint.  When none remain

 

I am a case complete.  The difference between people

and drakes is we paint ourselves.

 

 

———

 

 

Waves are greyhounds

that out-shoulder one another.

The seal’s not stopped.  Surface

 

breaching is more than we manage.

 

 

———

 

 

I found the secret— 

 

Don’t tell

him what he sees.  We can’t see

 

from his mammalian eyes. 

 

There’s one question.

The name we’ll give

 

it’s an apparition.

 

 

———

 

 

The seal’s whiskers sense something

 

above and to the side. 

 

 

———

 

 

When I say we I don’t mean

we’re the same, I mean

 

we fall on each other.